That's it !
If this is what you want, what you call a friend for. Fine, we will do it your way.
I had enough of your drama. I had been trying hard to understand your situation, but I am not sure am I the one who was having that thought all these while. Either is your pride or your attitude or your parents or whatever it is that causes us up to this point. I am done with these !
You built me up and you tear me down. That the cruelest act ever.
I dont feel appreciatted. That's the problem. I dont feel that you are taking me, my words and my feeling seriously.
Your attitude. That's the problem. Trying to understand your piece of mind is like riding on an uncontrollable roller coaster. It had just got my upside down and in the end, i throwed up.
Guess I just wasn't that important in your heart as I thought, as I was told.
You are always speechless when you faced me. I was dumb enough to thought that you swallowed you words because you dont know how to say it out. I tried to give you confidence. Guess I just got that wrong, you ARE speechless.
I knew this from the very begining. Just that my pride and my over-confidence forced me not to face the reality.
I finally can feel the pain when a friendship cracked. Never thought i would. It hurts.
I am selfish. Selfish enough to include you in my life and hope you would do the same in return.
I am being demanding. Demand you to live my way and to let me look through you.
Thought things would get better and they ended up getting worst.
The blame is on me? Maybe.
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand.
A friend is the one who will include you in his/her life and never cross you out no matter what happen,
A friend is the one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out,
A friend is the one who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion,
A friend is the one who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement,
A friend is the one who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness,
that is a friend who cares.
This friendship had been a wrong, and it will never end up right. 
